days 2 and 3

yesterday was rough. i spent a lot of it reflecting on pictures and good times ith adm. i dont know. i know the song in my heart. but i miss my wv. i hope i can get thru this

the great start

Well, i had a little bit of a compulsive streak. To start my day one off, i got a tattoo. yes a little bit different but ive already lost 30 lbs and i just want to be me. adam hasnt told me whether he likes it or not ( adam is my husband). Yet either way im not sure that at this point i care. i know why hes doing what hes doing but if he still wants me to be his than he needs to step up and be my man.
on another note: dealing with the emotional things, im ok. im better now that im writing more. im living more! its just the beginning of netty style!