In hopes of waiting til my little minion makes his grand appearance, there has still been tons of things going on. Besides unnecessary drama, I'm trying to cope with being a single mother. One that every corner I turn seems to just slap me in the face with another reason why I could consider adoption. Don't misunderstand me I love my son. But right now I'm grappling with being a burden to those that have blessed me and that have brought me thru some difficult times. I believe they deserve more than to have to take on myself and my son. I wrote this poem called: things change. Its the last one I'm gonna write about loving and losing. I feel like that's all I've had when ive put myself in those positions to lose everything. In the end, I'm the one to blame. Bit thank goodness for having a savior who loves me so much that he wants to heal and mend my brokenness. So this is for the one I love! I'm so sorry for breaking your heart and your trust. I pray youll forgive me.
I walked out the door
As the tears streamed down my face
I didnt think goodbye would come so fast
Just moments ago I was wipin your tears
Holding you close telling you ill always be near
Things changed on that rainy day
When the street lights glistened on the pavement
I stood on the sidewalk
Beggin you not to do it
The time came when we said goodbye while the the tears streamed down my face
I was just an image in the rear view growing smaller as you drove away...
We have our fights most everyone does
We've been so good then we come undone
A single kiss I placed on your lips
As the baby kicked inside of me
who knew walking away would cause me so much pain
Things changed on that rainy day
When the street lights glistened on the pavement
I stood on the sidewalk
Beggin you not to do it
The time came when we said goodbye while the the tears streamed down my face
I was just an image in the rear view growing smaller as you drove away...
Tough love is what you wanted to give me to help me learn how to love.
In the end it only caused us to look for love in all the wrong places
There's a baby on the way now and I dont know of he is yours... all I know is today marked the day I finally walked away....
Things changed on that rainy day
When the street lights glistened on the pavement
I stood on the sidewalk
Beggin you not to do it
The time came when we said goodbye while the the tears streamed down my face
I was just an image in the rear view growing smaller as you drove away...
No matter where I am... I'm still waiting for you...but only time will tell me this one thing : things change
I walked out the door
As the tears streamed down my face
I didnt think goodbye would come so fast
Just moments ago I was wipin your tears
Holding you close telling you ill always be near
Things changed on that rainy day
When the street lights glistened on the pavement
I stood on the sidewalk
Beggin you not to do it
The time came when we said goodbye while the the tears streamed down my face
I was just an image in the rear view growing smaller as you drove away...
We have our fights most everyone does
We've been so good then we come undone
A single kiss I placed on your lips
As the baby kicked inside of me
who knew walking away would cause me so much pain
Things changed on that rainy day
When the street lights glistened on the pavement
I stood on the sidewalk
Beggin you not to do it
The time came when we said goodbye while the the tears streamed down my face
I was just an image in the rear view growing smaller as you drove away...
Tough love is what you wanted to give me to help me learn how to love.
In the end it only caused us to look for love in all the wrong places
There's a baby on the way now and I dont know of he is yours... all I know is today marked the day I finally walked away....
Things changed on that rainy day
When the street lights glistened on the pavement
I stood on the sidewalk
Beggin you not to do it
The time came when we said goodbye while the the tears streamed down my face
I was just an image in the rear view growing smaller as you drove away...
No matter where I am... I'm still waiting for you...but only time will tell me this one thing : things change
