Thursday, December 10, 2015

To Stay or To Go?

I sit here contemplating
To stay or to go
to hold on to the hope
that one day your love will show
but if i stay here longer
will my heart be the same?
will you still like me flaws and all
will you be there through my shames?

But if i choose to Go
i leave a piece of me behind
my heart will be broken i'm sure
because this love was undefined
yet, going would be a fresh start
to find out who i am
a chance to make a better me
to start with a brand new plan

So sitting here wondering....
what tomorrow brings...
I know who holds my tomorrow
I know who knows no shame
He's put this path before me
do i go left or right?
He knows my choice before i'll make it
He just prays I choose right.
No matter what it may be
or more what it may not.
MY God has never left me
even through all the pain i've wrought.
So as i'm standing at the crossroad
to stay or to go...
I pray that God guide me
I'm letting him take control.
I know my tomorrows are never promised
but i am in the palm of his hand
So while i let my LORD guide me....
I'll pray and I'll Stand!

I sit here contemplating
To stay or to go
to hold on to the hope
that one day your love will show
but if i stay here longer
will my heart be the same?
will you still like me flaws and all
will you be there through my shames?

And the answer is I'm listening....and waiting to take Gods Hand.