Here are some poems I haven't taken the time to post...just too much going on
People are gonna talk/stalk and make my life a mockery. My depression is real and I hate it. But writing gives me a chance to clear my head; to open my heart and just once break down my walls. I want people to see that just because I put on my brave face everyday doesn't mean I'm not hurting. Sometimes we all need someone to be strong for us. We need that someone who will just cry with you. So please don't mock my pain for weakness because I'm taking it all in stride and keeping face for the sake of my son.
One more time 7/18/14
I need
One last smile
One last kiss
One more night with my head on your chest
One more time to be in your arms
I need you to pretend you're mine...just one more time
You saw thru the walls I thought I had carefully built.
You knew my heart before you knew me
You saw the dreams before I spoke them to you
Somehow thru my pain you saw me
I need
One last smile
One last kiss
One more night with my head on your chest
One more time to be in your arms
I need you to pretend you're mine...just one more time
As the years went on we fell apart
I took the easy way and I shattered your heart
You checked out when the truth came out...and we've been distant and sorry from the very start
I need
One last smile
One last kiss
One more night with my head on your chest
One more time to be in your arms
I need you to pretend you're mine...just one more time
Just one more time I wanna pretend we are real.
One more touch to know my feelings for you are gone
Give me one more shot to prove I'm the one.....but who am I kidding.... I'm not the one
I need
One last smile
One last kiss
One more night with my head on your chest
One more time to be in your arms
I need you to pretend you're mine...just one more time
What is Love? 6/12/14
I didnt know what true love was
Til the day that I looked into your eyes
You captivated me with a gaze that searched my soul
Then suddenly the world changed around me
And I felt like I was ten feet off the ground
What is love?
Its the neverending hope that keeps you holding out for the good
What is love?
Its the breathlessness you feel when those arms you get wrapped up and that you dont want to let go
Cause you feel inside your heart that your soul will fall apart if you cant keep them close to you....
What is love?
One little kiss....set my heart ablaze in A handful of joy that cant be express
You had faith in me....to do what I couldnt see
By the means of a dream you completed me
What is love?
An excuse to sleep all day cuddled up keeping each other warm
What is love? A vow thats deeply made to promise to never let you go
Cause you feel inside your heart that your soul will fall apart if you cant keep them close to you....
What is love?
Its the same today as it was yesterday it just grows more...and more....
What is love?
Its the painful goodbye
When the tears that you've cried stain your cheeks
What is love?
Its the beginning and the end of a life that began with a smile
And you know now what love is....it keeps you hanging on...
What is love?
The memories made of the hurt and the pain that cleave you together...
I know now....that's what love is.
People are gonna talk/stalk and make my life a mockery. My depression is real and I hate it. But writing gives me a chance to clear my head; to open my heart and just once break down my walls. I want people to see that just because I put on my brave face everyday doesn't mean I'm not hurting. Sometimes we all need someone to be strong for us. We need that someone who will just cry with you. So please don't mock my pain for weakness because I'm taking it all in stride and keeping face for the sake of my son.
One more time 7/18/14
I need
One last smile
One last kiss
One more night with my head on your chest
One more time to be in your arms
I need you to pretend you're mine...just one more time
You saw thru the walls I thought I had carefully built.
You knew my heart before you knew me
You saw the dreams before I spoke them to you
Somehow thru my pain you saw me
I need
One last smile
One last kiss
One more night with my head on your chest
One more time to be in your arms
I need you to pretend you're mine...just one more time
As the years went on we fell apart
I took the easy way and I shattered your heart
You checked out when the truth came out...and we've been distant and sorry from the very start
I need
One last smile
One last kiss
One more night with my head on your chest
One more time to be in your arms
I need you to pretend you're mine...just one more time
Just one more time I wanna pretend we are real.
One more touch to know my feelings for you are gone
Give me one more shot to prove I'm the one.....but who am I kidding.... I'm not the one
I need
One last smile
One last kiss
One more night with my head on your chest
One more time to be in your arms
I need you to pretend you're mine...just one more time
What is Love? 6/12/14
I didnt know what true love was
Til the day that I looked into your eyes
You captivated me with a gaze that searched my soul
Then suddenly the world changed around me
And I felt like I was ten feet off the ground
What is love?
Its the neverending hope that keeps you holding out for the good
What is love?
Its the breathlessness you feel when those arms you get wrapped up and that you dont want to let go
Cause you feel inside your heart that your soul will fall apart if you cant keep them close to you....
What is love?
One little kiss....set my heart ablaze in A handful of joy that cant be express
You had faith in me....to do what I couldnt see
By the means of a dream you completed me
What is love?
An excuse to sleep all day cuddled up keeping each other warm
What is love? A vow thats deeply made to promise to never let you go
Cause you feel inside your heart that your soul will fall apart if you cant keep them close to you....
What is love?
Its the same today as it was yesterday it just grows more...and more....
What is love?
Its the painful goodbye
When the tears that you've cried stain your cheeks
What is love?
Its the beginning and the end of a life that began with a smile
And you know now what love is....it keeps you hanging on...
What is love?
The memories made of the hurt and the pain that cleave you together...
I know now....that's what love is.
