Dilemna

Im sittin here pondering
On which road I should take
Which for do I choose this time
Which will change my fate.
Do I say I love you
And beg you to come back
Do I tell your loving gf
That your ruin your guys' life
I was considered the cheater
I shattered the hearts
I took advantage of the kindness
That ripped us apart
Well let me tell u something
About what's on my heart
Tell u of my heartache and pain inside my heart
Id tell u that lying isnt getting your way
Being the cheater in secret makes you want to play the game
Dont forget I was the cheater
I did everything wrong
But this is what id say about my dilemna
If I could tell your girlfriend what was going on