Oh the updates:

Well, I haven't updated since i was in ait...or maybe right after i got home. There has been so much going on it's not funny. We all do dumb things when we least expect it. We all make mistakes and go back to people we know are bad for us. and in result we get sucked right back into the same old drama and hurts that we had walked away from. Basic training was a blessing in disguise. It was challenging; hard; mentally stressful; physically demanding and tiresome. When i got back from basic in july i was down a total of 115 lbs. taking me to my lowest weight since ive been since i was in middle school.  well you know how i loved my alcohol. one thing led to another and the first 3 weeks that i was home i spent it being drunk everyday. Well if the drinking wasn't enough, I got  pregnant. So now i'm 7 weeks pregnant. A miracle within it's self. yes, i don't know for 100% who the childs father is. But it doesnt matter. I will survive and my baby will be loved.

I think thats all the news in an flash. As my pregnancy progresses i'll keep you all posted.