Miss you most ~ Song on the day

This song has been playing in my head for the last week. I know it's a Christmas song and i don't know how to handle that. usually i don't listen to Christmas music this early. since music is the way that I express whats on my heart we'll start with this one and most days i'll put up a new song to listen to or look up. 

To me this song is to anyone who spends holidays in love with someone who you can't be with. For me it's a daily reminder of why I am striving to be better in hopes that one day I can find love again or trust someone enough with my heart to love them. The words get me every time. 
Be blessed ya'll

Miss you most at Christmas Time- Mariah Carey
The fire is burning
The room's all aglow
Outside the December wind blows
Away in the distance
The carolers sing in the snow
Everybody's laughing
The world is celebrating
And everyone's so happy
Except for me tonight
Because...

I miss you
Most at Christmas time
And I can't get you
Get you off my mind
Every other season comes along
And I'm all right
But then I miss you
Most at Christmas time

I gaze out the window
This cold winters' night
At all of the twinkling lights
Alone in the darkness
Remembering when you were mine
Everybody's smiling
The whole world is rejoicing
And everyone's embracing
Except for you and I
Baby...

I miss you
Most at Christmas time
And I can't get you
Get you off my mind
Every other season comes along
And I'm all right
But then I miss you
Most at Christmas time

In the springtime
Those memories start to fade
With the April rain
Through the summer days
Till Autumn's leaves are gone
I get by without you
Till the snow begins to fall
And then...

I miss you
Most at Christmas time
And I can't get you
Get you off my mind
Every other season comes along
And I'm all right
But then I miss you
Most at Christmas time