I was grappling with this verse today. Things were certainly all in an uproar and the devil was breaking me down. So i went to a place where it was mostly silent. Got on my face and cried. After talking to my friend Sarah i realized i was carrying the weight of whats going on. I found that im terrified to see my husband. Im terrified for the people i work for. Im terrified for my family. And i cried again. I felt like my heart was breaking. All of me was weepin for people i love some love was reciprocated and some was not. I know why Jesus was put on the cross and why he died. But my sin is that of a filthy rag. I do not deserve the grace love and mercy that God has given me. To love the Lord with all my heart that is picking up my cross daily. With all my mind is cutting out the impurities of te world. For example: video games, tv, shopping...etc... anything that can be an addiction. With all my soul is to pray! Pray when im driving, walking, eating...pray continuously. So im picking up my shattered heart and carrying my cross with Jesus helping me every step of the way!

Be strong for joy comes in the morning!
Be blessed!!!

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