So over the next few days i'll probably be posting a bunch of stuff. So I will date them and I will post them so everyone can see because it just makes me realize that I think i have enough poems to write a book. I hope you enjoy.
I met you while we were playing with kids
i didn't know someone loved them like i did
I smiled sweetly and cracked jokes on you
Hopefully to my surprise i didn't make you blue
My heart was wrenched when i walked away
i just wish i could have just stayed
But when i got home all i could see is your face
Which made me giddy and light headed like i was from outer space.
I fell in love from the moment I met you
I disappeared in my daze
I was surprised to find out really soon
That you felt the same way
I fell in love with a glimpse of your face
But all I knew was my body couldn't keep up with my heart race
We hung out a lot with no time to waste
But I sometimes bugged me your slow walking pace
When my sisters decided that you were hot
I didn't know what I was going to say in the hot spot
You kissed me softly as it began to rain
There were no signs of sadness anger or pain
I want to be with you now and forever
Yet, I still want this relationship to be cute and clever
I fell in love from the moment i met you
I disappeared in my daze
I was surprised to find out really soon
That you felt the same way
I fell in love with a glimpse of your face
But all i knew was my body couldn't keep up with my heart race
Shadows
Shadows dance across the room as the ghosts of the past haunt my present.
Slowly but surely time will tell that these tears are not in vain
Yet, if these tears are falling why am i haunted if they aren't in vain?
I stand here in awe of the world
In awe of where i started and whre i'm at know and i'm numb
Things go well for so long and then it stops...
time doesnt stop but the good feelings do.
All at once i'm left lonely with an imaginary thought of what I think the world should be
In awe? No! In tears and slowly retreating to my personal haze.
Atleast in my haze it's still rainbows and butterflies.
Shadows dance across my room as the ghosts of the past haunt my present....
Shadows dance across the room as the ghosts of the past haunt my present.
Slowly but surely time will tell that these tears are not in vain
Yet, if these tears are falling why am i haunted if they aren't in vain?
I stand here in awe of the world
In awe of where i started and whre i'm at know and i'm numb
Things go well for so long and then it stops...
time doesnt stop but the good feelings do.
All at once i'm left lonely with an imaginary thought of what I think the world should be
In awe? No! In tears and slowly retreating to my personal haze.
Atleast in my haze it's still rainbows and butterflies.
Shadows dance across my room as the ghosts of the past haunt my present....
Time in the Past 12/08
Lounging quietly in the sun
holding hands and goofing round
gentle smiles stream across the faces
lots of kisses in goofy places
falling asleep upong your chest
listening to your heartbeat and getting rest
the foreign places we both did go
the silent vows that were amazingly so
the fights your parents go in cause of me
the place in her heart that i could never be
I gave my all and failed miserably
i wanted to freedom and you wanted peace
i drank all night i smoked and danced
you stayed routed in the bible and made a stance
you stood for more then everyday life
I was young and stupid and i paid the price.
with agony and pain that welled up inside
it just that time we had to say goodbye
you used me so and i do too.
i learned to run but couldn't hide from you
you saw through me into my soul
i hated you so much that i became teh whore.
I wanted you more then words could say
but you wouldn't give me the time of day.
A trip to the past
a time to forget
a time to relive to grow and to quit
with out as much as a trace
we both grew up
and i wanted to say that i love you and
i'll never forget.
holding hands and goofing round
gentle smiles stream across the faces
lots of kisses in goofy places
falling asleep upong your chest
listening to your heartbeat and getting rest
the foreign places we both did go
the silent vows that were amazingly so
the fights your parents go in cause of me
the place in her heart that i could never be
I gave my all and failed miserably
i wanted to freedom and you wanted peace
i drank all night i smoked and danced
you stayed routed in the bible and made a stance
you stood for more then everyday life
I was young and stupid and i paid the price.
with agony and pain that welled up inside
it just that time we had to say goodbye
you used me so and i do too.
i learned to run but couldn't hide from you
you saw through me into my soul
i hated you so much that i became teh whore.
I wanted you more then words could say
but you wouldn't give me the time of day.
A trip to the past
a time to forget
a time to relive to grow and to quit
with out as much as a trace
we both grew up
and i wanted to say that i love you and
i'll never forget.
Bottom of the bottle 12/08
I've tried to find comfort in many things.
Ive ran around the blocks to see what i could see.
And I turn my life upside down.
But returned to the bottle that was emptied on the ground
And i tried to expose myself so the world could see
I tried hide smile and look so mean
And i've shatter friendships that were fake to begin with
But still that bottle kept me from seeing his wick.
Too many times i've fallen
too manys times things don't work
That bottle kept feeling alive
But at the bottom of the bottle
when the world showed no hope
at the bottome of the bottle
I've found something more.
I went to church today and the preacher spoke to me
He said my sister i see your struggling
Your like struggling like me.
But find your comfort
in his awe forgiving Grace
just lay burdens
through off worldly stuff
and pray with me
So i prayed for forgiveness
and for a clean heart
I cried tears i hadn't
and said words i never spoke
And the preacher held my hand
that day when i gave my life to Jesus
No bottom of bottles
no coming down from a high
no more walks around block this life.
I'm under his shadow.
Ive ran around the blocks to see what i could see.
And I turn my life upside down.
But returned to the bottle that was emptied on the ground
And i tried to expose myself so the world could see
I tried hide smile and look so mean
And i've shatter friendships that were fake to begin with
But still that bottle kept me from seeing his wick.
Too many times i've fallen
too manys times things don't work
That bottle kept feeling alive
But at the bottom of the bottle
when the world showed no hope
at the bottome of the bottle
I've found something more.
I went to church today and the preacher spoke to me
He said my sister i see your struggling
Your like struggling like me.
But find your comfort
in his awe forgiving Grace
just lay burdens
through off worldly stuff
and pray with me
So i prayed for forgiveness
and for a clean heart
I cried tears i hadn't
and said words i never spoke
And the preacher held my hand
that day when i gave my life to Jesus
No bottom of bottles
no coming down from a high
no more walks around block this life.
I'm under his shadow.
Sisters til the end 07/08
Sisters til the end
always have my back
and always a friend
they capture all things
with the palm of their hands
i'm so glad to say
todays the day that
i thank you my sister my friend
When times are rough
and darkness fills the sky
when my heads down and
i'm hurt from the ride
you stand beside
encouraging me along
to see the sunshine
though the dark thats all around
your my sisters til the end
always have my back
and your always a friend
you capture all things
with the palm of your hands
i'm so glad to say that
todays the day that
I thank you,
My sister, my friend
Although we argue, we fuss and we fight
we may be angry overnight
but i know that when tomorrow comes
through good times and bad times
I'm never alone
Sisters,
Sisters til the end
you always got my back and
your always my friend
you capture all things
in the palm of your hands
i'm so, so glad to say that
todays the day that i
say
Thank you,
Thank you,
Thank you
My sister, My friend
always have my back
and always a friend
they capture all things
with the palm of their hands
i'm so glad to say
todays the day that
i thank you my sister my friend
When times are rough
and darkness fills the sky
when my heads down and
i'm hurt from the ride
you stand beside
encouraging me along
to see the sunshine
though the dark thats all around
your my sisters til the end
always have my back
and your always a friend
you capture all things
with the palm of your hands
i'm so glad to say that
todays the day that
I thank you,
My sister, my friend
Although we argue, we fuss and we fight
we may be angry overnight
but i know that when tomorrow comes
through good times and bad times
I'm never alone
Sisters,
Sisters til the end
you always got my back and
your always my friend
you capture all things
in the palm of your hands
i'm so, so glad to say that
todays the day that i
say
Thank you,
Thank you,
Thank you
My sister, My friend
Naked 06/08
the sun blazes outside
and inside it's no better
the air conditioner is broke
the fans blowing hot air
the room swelling with heat
and we are stuck at home
slowly but surely clothes disappear
shoes,
socks,
shorts,
t-shirts...
down to the underwear.
and it's still hot
you can feel the sweat pouring down your back
beading silently into a pond on the couch
one last hope
ice.
maybe if we just put the ice on our heads
the heat won't melt to fast
quick to the fridge we run
pulling open the door to find...
no ice cubes
disappointed, we saunter back to the couch
with a painful 'ugh' we plop our bottoms down
so much for that idea,
someone mutters.
it is time...
the time we bear our souls to each other
the time we open up ourselves to those around us
hoping they don't get a look at our goods.
hoping that they don't laugh at what they see
the underwear comes off and still
the sweat pours down,
the heat beams through the window
there's still no ice in the freezer
and we sit there warn out and
naked!
and inside it's no better
the air conditioner is broke
the fans blowing hot air
the room swelling with heat
and we are stuck at home
slowly but surely clothes disappear
shoes,
socks,
shorts,
t-shirts...
down to the underwear.
and it's still hot
you can feel the sweat pouring down your back
beading silently into a pond on the couch
one last hope
ice.
maybe if we just put the ice on our heads
the heat won't melt to fast
quick to the fridge we run
pulling open the door to find...
no ice cubes
disappointed, we saunter back to the couch
with a painful 'ugh' we plop our bottoms down
so much for that idea,
someone mutters.
it is time...
the time we bear our souls to each other
the time we open up ourselves to those around us
hoping they don't get a look at our goods.
hoping that they don't laugh at what they see
the underwear comes off and still
the sweat pours down,
the heat beams through the window
there's still no ice in the freezer
and we sit there warn out and
naked!
A New Beginning 03/08
Things have shifted
time stands still
i can be myself
and still feel real
Life is sweeter
grace filled and pure
I see in him
who i want to be
A new beginning
has finally arrived
This is nothing more
than a gift from above
a new beginning
just me and him
to be loved
and cherished
from deep within
Todays the day my life begins
a new beginning.
Just me and him.
time stands still
i can be myself
and still feel real
Life is sweeter
grace filled and pure
I see in him
who i want to be
A new beginning
has finally arrived
This is nothing more
than a gift from above
a new beginning
just me and him
to be loved
and cherished
from deep within
Todays the day my life begins
a new beginning.
Just me and him.
Caught 08/07
I feel like i'm runnin down hill
my feet pumpin
my heart racing
sweat pourin down my face
I feel like i'm an avalanche.
I can feel things gathering up aroun me
but i'm in that downward spiral
Love!
I am so head over heels
so smitten
so unjealous
so filled with God
that if he asked me to marry him
I'd gladly agree.
I LOVE HIM!
He's made my walk with God
So much easier
so much more fulfillin
and the funny part is
He loves me too.
my feet pumpin
my heart racing
sweat pourin down my face
I feel like i'm an avalanche.
I can feel things gathering up aroun me
but i'm in that downward spiral
Love!
I am so head over heels
so smitten
so unjealous
so filled with God
that if he asked me to marry him
I'd gladly agree.
I LOVE HIM!
He's made my walk with God
So much easier
so much more fulfillin
and the funny part is
He loves me too.
Crumpled Piece of Paper
I write down these feelings on a
crumpled piece of paper.
It's soaked wit my mind
my heart
my tears....
time doesn't stop this ache
it' just slows the process
of me getting over love.
no matter what happens these
tears stream down my cheeks
i'm just blasted
with the thought
that i can't smell your cologne
or touch your skin
taste your lips
or even look into your eyes
my senses are going nuts
they ponder of the thought that once was
instead i'm making paper balls
of the feelings that i still have for you
i sit here wide awake
wondering why I linger
I linger in the darkness
covered in my own tears
there's no hope for us.
there's not a single ounce of prayer
that could take away this pain
instead i'm comforted by the tears
by the thought,
and by the hopes of what once was.
Surrounding my heart
is one thing though
A crumpled piece of paper
with feelings of my love for you.
crumpled piece of paper.
It's soaked wit my mind
my heart
my tears....
time doesn't stop this ache
it' just slows the process
of me getting over love.
no matter what happens these
tears stream down my cheeks
i'm just blasted
with the thought
that i can't smell your cologne
or touch your skin
taste your lips
or even look into your eyes
my senses are going nuts
they ponder of the thought that once was
instead i'm making paper balls
of the feelings that i still have for you
i sit here wide awake
wondering why I linger
I linger in the darkness
covered in my own tears
there's no hope for us.
there's not a single ounce of prayer
that could take away this pain
instead i'm comforted by the tears
by the thought,
and by the hopes of what once was.
Surrounding my heart
is one thing though
A crumpled piece of paper
with feelings of my love for you.
Heart Race 07/07
I met you while we were playing with kids
i didn't know someone loved them like i did
I smiled sweetly and cracked jokes on you
Hopefully to my surprise i didn't make you blue
My heart was wrenched when i walked away
i just wish i could have just stayed
But when i got home all i could see is your face
Which made me giddy and light headed like i was from outer space.
I fell in love from the moment I met you
I disappeared in my daze
I was surprised to find out really soon
That you felt the same way
I fell in love with a glimpse of your face
But all I knew was my body couldn't keep up with my heart race
We hung out a lot with no time to waste
But I sometimes bugged me your slow walking pace
When my sisters decided that you were hot
I didn't know what I was going to say in the hot spot
You kissed me softly as it began to rain
There were no signs of sadness anger or pain
I want to be with you now and forever
Yet, I still want this relationship to be cute and clever
I fell in love from the moment i met you
I disappeared in my daze
I was surprised to find out really soon
That you felt the same way
I fell in love with a glimpse of your face
But all i knew was my body couldn't keep up with my heart race
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