Victim of myself 03/07

outside you can see
the smile i wear
outside, you can hear
my simple prayers
outside theres a twinkle
in my eye

But inside of me i just hold back and cry
For I, am a victim of myself
I don't know, who i am or what i want.
or why i cry so much
my hearts been broken, 
i've lost a love
but outside my smile hides
the inside me

outside, the sun continues to shine
inside, the storms getting closer
outside, i can laugh and love and try
but inside i wander through the darkness
alone

For I, am a victim of myself
I don't know, who i am or what i want.
or why i cry so much
my hearts been broken, 
i've lost a love
but outside my smile hides
the inside me